Blog #20: Motivation

I’m going to be honest here for a second… I’m kind of tired of writing these blog posts.

No longer does it feel like they are part of a new and exciting challenge, but instead, they’ve simply become an obligatory part of my nightly routine. So often, I am on the verge of going to sleep, when I remember I must keep myself awake in order to write my daily blog post. I’ve written many of them feeling uninspired and uninterested myself.

Part of me feels guilty for this. I’ve never really been someone who half-asses anything— I whole-ass everything, even when it means sacrificing things that are kind of important, like sleep. Yet, some of these blog posts have been pretty half-assed, and my lack of motivation makes me feel like I’m not doing what I should.

On the other hand, I don’t feel so bad about half-assing some of these blogs, because in spite of my lack of motivation, I have still at least written somethingevery single day of Feb. At the end of the day, that’s all I challenged myself to do.

I don’t really have a bright note to end this on… I’ll continue writing one blog post each day, and I will be grateful when the end of Feb comes. Here’s hoping for some new and enlivened motivation for this final week of blog posts, because I need it!